How I feel today...

Blessed, first of all. So very blessed.
I have an amazing life.
My husband is awesome, my family is awesome, my friends are awesome, and so are my cats.
I live far away from my family, but the internet helps a lot.
I live in a great house with a pool (pool season, get here!)
I am finishing my PhD, have a great job I love, and ready to move my life forward.

Now, this could mean so may different things for many different people.
I tend to be a control freak, and change has not always been my friend.

But, in the past year, my life has changed a lot and I have been able to deal with everything that was thrown my way.
I am feeling confident that change can be really good, whether it is because it is good or because I can learn from those experiences. I am blessed to have so many experiences which help me grow and possibly let me help my friends and family when they need help.

I love my life and I have to keep that in mind when things get a little rough.

Oh, and always smile!!!

Que tengo; que necesito.

Tengo un nudo en mi estómago.
Tengo un nudo en mi cabeza.
No se que pensar.
Todo lo pienso.
Bueno, todo lo malo.

Que imágenes tan insensitivas cruzan por mi mente sin consideración alguna de quien pueda estar cerca escuchando mi manifestación.

Tengo un nudo en mis manos.
Tengo un nudo en mi garganta que no puedo aflojar.
No te tengo.
Bueno, tal vez si.

Dicen que el tiempo cura todo.
Dicen que todo ocurre con razón.
Pero siento un nudo en mi estomago que no me deja moverme.

Necesito aflojar el nudo que me quita el aire.
Necesito abrir los ojos y dejar de soñar.
Pronto llega el momento.
Pronto puedo respirar.